dear francis

While I was in Africa I met three girls from the states that were also on a mission trip. After meeting them we began to discuss why we were in Swaziland. One of the girls asked me if I have ever seen a documentary of Swazi titled "Dear Francis". I have never heard of it. After getting home I searched youtube for any possible trailer or video clips. I found a video trailer. After seeing the trailer I had to order the film.

"Dear Francis" is an incredible documentary of the AIDS/HIV epidemic in Swaziland. It looks at AIDS through the eyes of the Swazi people. And also through the eyes of two young college students from the states. As I watched I became overwhelmed with the statistics:

- 67% of the population lives off of less the 45 cents a day

- 88% of 15 year-old boys will be dead by 2015 because of AIDS

- Swaziland has the highest HIV/AIDS percentage than any other nation

- 12% of Swaziland's population is orphans

- Of those between the ages of 15-23, 53% of are HIV positive

- Witch doctors tell the people of Swazi they can cure their AIDS by sleeping with a virgin

- Hungry children will often have sex with someone for an exchange of food

- Children are often raped by family members and teachers

While watching the film I began to get "choked up". Just at the things these people go through. I learned so much from the film. It encourages me to pray and to do something about it. I believe God holds me accountable to all that I see. I can't wait to partner with Jesus and people to help this nation.

I believe God has shared His heart with me. He has shared his heart for Africa. I know He has heard every cry, He has seen every tear, and He has seen all the injustice. And it breaks His heart. I know that he has not willed that his people will perish and live a life of pain. As I think of Africa and her state I recall this scripture:

Isaiah 62:4

"Never again will you be called "The Forsaken City" or "The Desolate Land." But Your new name will be "The City of God's Delight" and "The Bride of God" for the Lord delights in you and will claim you as his bride."

My prayer for Swaziland and for all Africa is that they will no longer be identified in what they lack but God would restore/replenish and give a new identity.

I can't wait to get back to Africa and to be a part of what God is doing.

Check out the "Dear Francis" trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rltu7WNhsDk

may is the possible date

Since the day I arrived back in the states from Africa I felt homesick. I bet your thinking "How can that be? You live here in the states." The truth is I can't describe in words how I truly feel. But there is one thing I do know, and that is, I belong in Africa. Africa has stolen my heart. It has a piece of me. Well... it has ME. Its all I think, pray, and dream about. I think about the children. They are the brave, innocent, and strong ones who walk through life's greatest difficulties. And they face it all at such a young age. These children are my heros. Likewise the people I met there were passionate, positive, hospitable servants who were excited to meet you and welcome you to their way of life. I can't wait to go back and see there smiling faces.


As of now the plan is for me to go back in May 2010. I am anticipating that day. But in the mean time I will fundraise and prepare for all that lys ahead. I will need to raise $23,000 in support. A website will be coming soon. (a place to give and learn more about what what is happening in Africa ) Also t-shirts are coming soon. The shirts will be a fundraising item .


Please continue to pray for Africa. And pray to see what God will have you to do to help this incredible place.